Yeah, as I light my incense
And start to think about the innocence of myself
The world, start to breath in the scents
The Innoscents
You know shit like that
Yo, I light a candle
Put my better thoughts in motion
If I don't think about it, it'll disappear I'm hoping
Enhancing my amnesia by taking sips of the potion
And sitting in my room, just meditating and smoking (dawg)
I hit rock bottom stiff
And as my problems shift
I thank the Lord I wasn't wounded by no hollow tips
Finances make me switch
My nerves weren't made to flinch
Adjust my future like my clothes I changed designers quick
I'm agitated by the lack of progress that I make
Fooled myself in thinking that my will to fight will never break
Got myself a demon on my back that I might never shake
I wish I could open up but I'm secure with being vague
And as I start to lose touch with my humanity
I've convinced myself that I've reached a level of sanity
That doesn't start to peak until I feel as if can't be touched
All these problems, feelings, love
I can't bother myself with such
So why it hurt so bad?
When I realize that I barely even know my dad
And some nigga living in my momma crib
Tryna tell me that he raised me
While I harbor all this anger
Deep inside I'm going crazy
I light candles not to think about it
Cause I've been living through this sentence its a prison in my mind
Lighting candles not to think about it
24 7 Like a skater tryna stay up on my grind
I light candles not to think about it
Cause I've been living through this sentence its a prison in my mind
Lighting candles not to think about it
24 7 like a skater tryna stay up on my grind
I light
It's backwards this backwoods and weed plan darken my soul
I'm searching my conscious for me, but I'm losing control
Through all the varied problems
Scary and unnecessary
I could see the way that I'm behaving is hereditary
I treat my women like an object, It's nonsense
All these years failing, I thought I'd be making progress
When it comes to music versus love there is no contest
Still my passion for it can be taken outta context
Lost another 9-5 in a fight to stay alive
Tryna stay productive as of now I can't be wasting time
Nothing in this house is mine
Never been the struggling kind
I feel like I'm standing on a corner with a plywood sign
I know it's heartache in this world that's worse than being poor
Like living off your mom without a dollar to provide
I thought about giving it up man I just wasn't sure
I'll just mute my pain for now and push this pride aside
I light candles not to think about it
Cause I've been living through this sentence its a prison in my mind
Lighting candles not to think about it
24 7 Like a skater tryna stay up on my grind
I light candles not to think about it
Cause I've been living through this sentence its a prison in my mind
Lighting candles not to think about it
24 7 like a skater tryna stay up on my grind
I light