Called my best friend and said
"I'm sorry that I've been distant
I've been lost inside my head
I've been sleeping in the basement again
I know you've been worried sick these days"
Called you up and said
"I'm sorry we haven't talked much
I've been lost inside your head
I've been using you as a crutch
I guess I'm sorry for the things I did"
I'm getting lost in what was fading all along in the first place
So what's the cost of all this pointless pain I'm a part of?
I'm wasting
Called my sister and said
Well man fuck it, I said nothing
'Cause I'm just too scared of conflict
I don't wanna have the discussion
That makes me realize I'm the one who's flawed
Looked in the mirror and said
"Maybe I should be easier on myself"
I'm getting lost in what was fading all along in the first place
So what's the cost of all this pointless pain I'm a part of?
I'm wasting
Small talk, I'm always discouraged
I'm the one with all of the courage
Put my heart and life on the line
I swear I do this every god damn time
Small talk, I'm always discouraged
I'm the one with all of the courage
Put my heart and life on the line
I swear I do this every god damn time
Small talk, I'm always discouraged
I'm the one with all of the courage
Put my heart and life on the line
I swear I do this every god damn time