I'm losing control of myself And I'm not sure how to ask for help I'm trying to find some standing And I hope that these anxieties Are something that's only passing And I know that you've been trying This is a song you'll play for your friends They'll say I went off the deep end And I know we fell off track But I can't leave the past in the past But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions And I think I hate it Don't wanna live like this anymore If I could lose myself and become someone else I'd learn from their mistakes I'd go through their own hell Maybe this year I'll focus on myself I think it's time to admit I think I need help This is a song you'll play for your friends They'll say I went off the deep end And I know we fell off track But I can't leave the past in the past But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions And I think I hate it Don't wanna live like this anymore We're getting much better everyday Stuck in my head Again and again I always knew this would happen