I'm tired of fighting these demons
So ready to give in, ready to give it all away
I've lost my drive these restless nights are wearing me thin
My heart is giving out
These tears burn uneven lines down my face
As I struggle to find the words to convey my shame
Vomit is constantly at the back of my throat
I'm a frail reflection of the man I used to be
My blood's constantly boiling
Angry at the world
Angry at myself
Angry at my situation
My blood's constantly boiling
Angry at the world
Angry at myself
Angry at my situation
Angry that I can't keep my life on track
Vomit is constantly at the back of my throat
I'm a frail reflection of the man I used to be
My heart is broken
Seemingly beyond repair.
I'm afraid of where my life is headed
My blood is constantly boiling
I'm so afraid of death