I threw affection to the bin But didn't account for the wind The paper cloth completely missed Aw man, I didn't ask for this I threw affection to the bin I threw your love out of my home I guess I needed time alone There's something that I could've shown But I don't think you would've known I was just telling a joke But you're the only one that I could ever hold And now I need you, though I left you months ago There's a brand new light that just might guide me One day you won't ever find me I'll be right where you wish you could be You told me that I looked real nice I smiled and took your advice I quickly grew to super size Now there's more of me to like What was I doing there last night I told you that you were a God Or maybe that's just what I thought I get in trouble when I talk Wish I could tell you what I want Then maybe you wouldn't be gone Coz you're the only one that I could ever hold And now I need you, though you already said no There's a million ways to say I'm sorry But I just do it for your body When it's over, I can see you smile But I don't return the gesture