As I sat there next to you I couldn't help but think about Just letting all of my feelings out And though it was the last time That I'd ever see you again Coz after you'd be leaving then You'd be gone forever And I would probably miss you lots Or have all of these crazy thoughts Instead I sat there next to you And didn't say a single fucking word As I sat there next to you I wanted to say something But instead I just said nothing And I regret it quite a bit I wish that I had spoken Or just kissed you, now I'm broken I should've just stopped caring about you Now I care way too much So I love you way too much And now it's time to say goodbye I wish that I had never said hello And as I watched you walk away I said, "Well fuck you too!" Though I knew it was me not you And now instead of throwing rocks To wake you up, I throw them At your window 'til it's broken And then I run away and hope That you'll be running close behind I look back, but I just can't find you I'll guess I'll go home and hope That later, you'll be throwing rocks at me