Wash away the thoughts I hate
I'll take my drugs and fade away
It's okay, I'll be just fine
I came this far, can't look behind
Life ain't fair so we just cope
It's hard to care, I'm losing hope
They just stare
They tied a rope around my throat
I'm seeing crows
I wish I wasn't me
I hate myself indeed
Can't talk to no one
I hope someone got some empathy
Too much anxiety got me choking, I can't breathe
I just wanna R.I.P., I just wanna die in peace
Drowning on my conscious, I'm not stopping
I ran outta options
I just, I just, damn, what the fuck
I'm too drunk for talking, hide my problems
One day I'll plan this, I will progress and they'll never
Solve all my harmful and anything to resolve them
Anymore and if so, left my conscious at the door
Pray to god he save my soul
More than that, this ain't for all
I need me a miracle, I'm just smoking medical
Hard being hysterical
I don't think they should ever know (ever know)
Wash away the thoughts I hate
I'll take my drugs and fade away
It's okay, I'll be just fine
I came this far, can't look behind
Life ain't fair so we just cope
It's hard to care, I'm losing hope
They just stare
They tied a rope around my throat
I'm seeing crows
This about to be a suicide, suicide
What is life if I don't feel alive, feel alive
I need more drugs, I ain't getting high, getting high
Another lonely day, a lonely night, a lonely night
I went into the lights, yeah
I don't wanna fight, yeah
Take me in the night, yeah
I don't get a price, yeah
Now I'm feeling right, yeah
They don't really nice, yeah
Bury me in stone so I'll never come back twice, yeah
Watch me die, no tears don't cry for me
This is goodbye, just watch the skies for me, for me, yeah