Back from dead
I've been gone long time
Lazarus I really rose on god
With this rappin shit
I got the flow on lock
Baphomet, I been the goat off top
Started with a dollar and a dream
I invested
Treat my pain like
It could be a lesson
Dealin wit a lot of things
Really could stress me
But on the other hand, I'm good
Ambidextrous
Don't give a fuck and I mean it
I been through hell and back
Brought all my demons
Held them back
Now I release it
Fighting my fears
It's bout time that I beat it
Couldn't find this in a bottle or with drugs
So I searched more
Went from rock bottom to above
Got immersed for the dollars
Now I'm tryna build a buzz
I was dirt poor
How you think I got it out the mud
In my head, I'm at war
It's intense straight up
I been feeling good more
Now I sense danger
Till it ruin the euphoria like zendaya
I'ma always Live in doubt
Being scared
Ain't I
Tribulations and the trials ain't fair
They not
I'ma only get my flowers
When I'm dead
Ain't I
They love to hate now give cred later
What if money and the power and Respect fade out
If the love is gone
Don't matter to me
When they up in arms
I'm outta they reach
I'm staying clear
My biggest fear is to care what ya'll think
I need my peace
Does anybody know what it's like
I am not alone in my mind
I lose control of mine
Don't know where it goes sometimes
Does anybody know what it's like
I am not alone in my mind
How am I posed to fight fear
When I'm living in nightmare