Smoke in the air My world's losing so much light I hang by a hair Colors fade to black and white Shaken liberation for too long How do I go on? Even the air feels so heavy all the time, mmm Since I got lost in your eyes Straight down the barrel of a gun Now when I think I ain't surprised You put a hole in my chest and run I don't like who I've become I don't like who I've become Become, so numb, so numb All of my friends say that I will be all right "Your spirit can't bend I know you'll put up a fight Not breaking tonight" But life can be hard some days Not all scars do fade away Knew from the start I'd fall apart What am I supposed to do? Whole time, got lost in your eyes All of my troubles come undone Now they run to me I can't escape Seems like they're right in front of me Everywhere I go I don't like who I've become I don't like who I've become Become, so numb, so numb I don't like who I've become I don't like who I've become Become, so numb, so numb