Lately I'm feeling overworked
If the devil's in the details I'm about to burn
Am I going crazy so emotional
Oh well oh well oh well
Underneath every word I say
Is a worry that I'll end up pushing you away
Am I going crazy so emotional
Oh well oh well oh well
I'm not gonna fight it
'Cause everytime I try to I get quiet
I'm so tired it takes a lot of energy to hide it
I'm just gonna lean into this mess I've made
Mess I've made
I'm just gonna lean in until I'm not afraid
Not afraid
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
I'm just gonna lean until I have it made
I'm just gonna lean lean into it
I'm just gonna lean lean into it
Maybe I'm getting in my way
Feeling like I have to justify my place
Why don't you save me
From my own mistakes
I will I will I will
I'm not gonna fight it
'Cause everytime I try to I get quiet
I'm so tired it takes a lot of energy to hide it
I'm just gonna lean into this mess I've made
Mess I've made
I'm just gonna lean in until I'm not afraid
Not afraid
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
I'm just gonna lean until I have it made
I'm just gonna lean lean into it
Yeah I'm just gonna lean lean into it
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
Yeah I'm just gonna lean lean into it
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
This time I'll be living in my fantasy
This time I'll be living in my fantasy