It's too close to touch, but it's just out of reach Every time I turn around I see their faces staring back at me (Back at me) Slipping away into the deepest depths I lie awake, I lie awake For all these years you sat in silence looking down on me I'll be the only one to make sure it's the death of me Don't fall asleep. I have made such mistakes, but I am not a coward I'm just so weak This is my deathwish I'm tired of running around in circles inside my mind Hoping to pass the fucking time When everything inside just crumbles to dust It fucking crumbles to dust Take me to my grave And bury me Go on and bury me, go on and bury me I try to escape this inhibition It's getting harder to hold my head up high You can take me as your prisoner I am starting to feel whole Memories fade and wash around me I can't even begin to understand Why you always leave me so lonely I cannot run away I've come to terms with this silence Every time I look into her eyes All I see is the blackness Poison my reality I can't live with this madness My heart aches every time I try to sleep Poison my reality My heart aches every time I try to sleep I'm so far away from myself My dreams My everlasting being I try to be a better man but I'm tearing at the seems I try, and try. I try so fucking hard But I can't even begin to feel anything but misery Oh Anything Begging. For. My. Death Begging. For. My. Death