I'm at least five hours away from everything I've known Far enough for freedom but close enough to go Home for a well needed vacation from Fending for myself and waking up on my own The city skyline never was never beautiful to me Till the day I had to leave. Sitting in a place where I've sat a thousand times Nothing has changed but something isn't right There's a weird kind of aura about these old places Invisible shadows of other times and faces The city skyline was never beautiful to me Till the day I had to leave. Life is a series of "you had to be theres" And I'm scared I won't be there Cause while I'm off in my own little world Somewhere out there little girls are growing up Days are moving slowly but time is flying by This is where I'm meant to be but I don't know why And all of a sudden I'm filled with these questions Cause I'm just a kid giving bad first impressions You don't know what you have until it's gone But you pick yourself up and move on Life is a series of "you had to be theres" And I'm scared that I won't be there Cause while I'm off in my own little world Somewhere out there little girls are growing up When is the next time we'll be together Will it be tomorrow or will it be never And how many hearts are you gonna shatter When you grow up and you say the past doesn't matter Life is a series of Life is a series of Life is a series of "you had to be there"s And I'm scared I won't be there I think I'm even more terrified That maybe one day I won't care