From high above to down below
The worst of all, you already know
That I have tried to get you off my mind
Can't find a reason you're on my mind
Just trying to figure out before I justi-
Find myself again and level my head
I'm always first to break
This time I won't go back
Used to take my breath away but now you're just a heart attack
Always wishing for another chance to prove I'm right-fully wrong
You know I miss the way you used to dance all over my heart
This is the hardest part
I'm always first to break
This time I won't go
Used to take my breath away but now you're just a heart attack
My rules, I start to bend
You're pulling me back in
My head is saying no, my heart just won't let go
I thought this was the end - oh no, not this again
Can't fight these memories, need a lobotomy
To escape your grasp - this breath will be my last
I'm always first to break
Fuck it, I'll go back to the ways things were before
You still take my breath away and I will never get it back - no
And I will never give you back