Go ahead and hate me Go ahead and hate me now What a waste of time Living in disguise You can try and change me You can try to tear me down But I won't let you chew me up and spit me out Oh oh oh Hey hey hey Oh oh oh Hey hey You swore you'd be there for me But then you disappeared A fabricated silhouette Lost in my memory I played it out in my head But it's not making any sense Been hanging on a moment Can't take anymore of the suspense You'll never find me faking Never play pretend I know it looks deceiving So go ahead and hate me Go ahead and hate me now What a waste of time Living in disguise You can try to change me You can try to tear me down But I won't let you chew me up and spit me out Oh oh oh Hey hey hey Oh oh oh Hey hey I sit and count the seconds left Between the highs and lows A pressure building in my chest Until my heart explodes You stare politely Still deciding stories you want to sell Painted illusion Stain the canvas call it heaven or hell So go ahead and hate me Chew me up and spit me out What a waste of time Living in disguise You can try to change me You can try to tear me down You'll never find me faking Never play pretend I know it looks deceiving This is who I am (What more could you want from me) You'll never find me faking (I gave you everything) Never play pretend (That you wanted) I know it looks deceiving (But you threw it back in my face) Go ahead and hate me Go ahead and hate me now What a waste of time Living in disguise You can try to change me You can try to tear me down But I won't let you chew me up and spit me out Let you chew me up and spit me out