Whispering in my ears Ever since I was a little kid Telling not to open up with anyone Pushing its way in Devil's always been here You could only see it from inside It's not the evil it brings It's the loneliness I drown into Constantly weighing me down I am trying my best to get up today And for the rest of my life Days I sink holding on to the ones that fly Maybe I'm trying too hard Maybe I'll get better, I'm feeling better to finally say this I just want to get it, get it off my chest Choking on my own words Every time I threw them up I'm tired of neverending thoughts Guess I'm putting myself Back together piece by piece Though changes are in plain sight I feel I'm still that stubborn kid Listening to Bloc Party after school Waiting on glorious things to come I am trying my best to get up today And for the rest of my life Days I sink holding onto the ones that fly Maybe I'm trying too hard Maybe I'll get better, I'm feeling better to finally say this I just want to get it, get it off my chest I am trying my best to get up today And for the rest of my life Days I sink holding onto the ones that fly Maybe I'm trying too hard Maybe I'll get better, I'm feeling better to finally say this I just want to get it, get it off my chest