We meet at the beaver With hopeless believers and dreamers Sharing our stories of misery How someone got 10 times the same STD I'll drink to this (hey) I'll drink to that (hey) Bottoms up, refill, more shots at the table I don't care if you're disabled Shut up and get under the table I am natural force, the wind in a tornado I despise Everything that i have done And love will choke my heart I despise Everything that i am now And love will tear me apart I found myself laying on the concrete Second time. On the same week Call Mulder and Matlock My memory of few days. It's all gone It's all gone, it's all gone. Oh my god! Im not gonna lie Im gonna sleep here again tonight I despise Everything that i have done And love will choke my heart I despise Everything that i am now And love will tear me apart I'm the night, the owl and the raven Dead inside mental unstable And I'm sure I didn't do it I didn't do it I'm the night, the owl and the raven Dead inside mental unstable And I'm sure I didn't do it ARGGGGH! Your honor, your honor I didn't do it I despise Everything that I have done And love will choke my heart I despise Everything that I am now And love will tear me apart