My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse Locked in my own grave I thought that I was safe My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse I hate to be ashamed Am I the one to blame Whatever keeps me alive Is right in front of my eyes I've been blind for a while now Out of the dark into the light My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse My life is a curse Getting darker, getting worse Talking to myself Doesn't get any easier I can't face myself Without doubt of a failure Running out of time I'm always feeling insecure I want to be enough I want to be enough I want to be enough I want to be enough I want to be enough I want to be enough I'm a fucking monster Getting darker, getting worse bitch Whatever keeps me alive Is right in front of my eyes I've been blind for a while now Out of the dark into the light Out of the dark into the light Out of the dark into the light Out of the dark into the light Out of the dark into the light