I see what everyone has and I have not It's all for you and none for me that gets Me wrought I'll have to cope with his creeping madness Far from home and hope, it sends me astray I know it's too late to change This is my life so strange To the bitter dregs You have no idea, no clue I have to drain this brew To the bitter dregs Most time alone I walk the road nobody Wants to go Just me on my own and insanity just grows I have to get used to this way of life I cannot be soothed, time is running awry I know it's too late to change This is my life so strange To the bitter dregs You have no idea, no clue I have to drain this brew To the bitter dregs You can't understand Such a different land The strain within my brain is all pain I have watched you all Wished that you would fall Going to the wall Desperation's crawl You are satisfied with what you have and I have not But I am to hide away from all my life