Still to far from me Only now in real life Guess i've never been this free Guess it's time to realise When you left your life collection Was it planned for me to see And i took the first moment Just to not let it be And i blame, i blame it all It all on me There was something in that mind Something wanished and gone And i just couldn't follow What was going on When i tore apart your picture It was just cause it was old But i put it all together Just like i was told I never pictured that about you My home is no more immune You brought me my enemy Just like i told you not to And nothing in this world Can wash it clean And i don't wanna be able To see how that could have been And i blame, i blame it all It all on me Headacher, painful Heartbraker, beautiful So i turn out all the lights And i sleep with open eyes