What if I was ready? To move on and start again
What if I took your voice, that was waiting in my head
And what if I was scared before but now it feels ok
Maybe the time I've put behind me comes back today
And for the first time, in a long time
I don't wanna feel like shit
Might not be perfect, but honestly what is?
And god I'm tired of hating things I am
A story told a thousand times
The lion and the lamb
"Do you hear it?
No, really do you hear it
Listen closely"
"I'm gonna be honest, I'm really scared of the future... I'm terrified
"You can't be terrified of something that hasn't even happened yet"
"But what if it was all for nothing?"
"Then you'll start over again until it's not for nothing anymore"
If I could get the chance to live another day
To fix it all
Begin again
And finally feel the rain
I wish I could say I've loved it all
But it's so hard to feel this way
I think I'm finally ready to be ok