I wanna swim in the water Without feeling like I can't I wanna be more honest Learn to like who I am Stop sleeping in so late I've got better things to do Learn a new hobby Spend more time with you The storm marks an ending You know I'm not pretending I wanna feel much better And get outside more than I do Don't a be a quitter Won't take off more than I can chew Maybe on New Year's Eve this year It won't be as bad, as bad as last Maybe one day this year I'll grow up Finally not like I haven't I wanna give it a rest Take time to do what I want to Yeah I know I'm not the best But I'm just trying to improve I wanna be around But one word and then I run away I wanna be found Not let my feelings in the way Maybe on New Year's Eve this year It won't be so bad, as bad as last Maybe one day this year I'll grow up Finally not like I haven't The storm marks an ending You know I'm not pretending I've never been so sure Never felt like this before Maybe on New Year's Eve this year It won't be so bad, as bad as last Maybe one day this year I'll grow up Finally not like I haven't Maybe on New Year's Day I'll still feel the same as I do now Maybe I'll be fine I should stop stressing Coz it's not all that bad