You try to look ahead, but you don't see a way out of this mess And you burnt up all your chances, like another fucking cigarette Shielded by excuses, I've seen it all before You run back into hiding, I'm not running anymore Cold fingers grasp at straws But they struggle to hold on To try find something It passes in a blink We're closer to the bottom So much closer to the bottom than we think Darkness cuts far deeper, than the edge of this society The craving for sedation made it hard for you to breathe Lost in your own story, the lies that you have told yourself to make it go away I don't buy it, buy it anymore Can you break the mould? You started severing all ties With those who always had your back And it's a harsh and painful truth But it was a choice you always had Out there You can Only count on yourself Out there You can Only count on yourself Out there You can Only count on yourself