Frantic State,
It seems I've done it again,
I've slipped and fallen back into this abyss,
I guess it was inevitable as I wallow in my ignorant bliss,
Where are the helping hands?
I'm crying for a lifeline,
Or am I destined to suffer for a lifetime?
Thank god it's me and not you,
Now tell me what would you do,
If your world was caving in on you?
I'll go it alone until I've found my home,
And I've been searching for days,
I question my true purpose,
Do I have a place in this life?
Paranoia living on my back,
Now I'm pushed to this edge,
And I've been thrown off track,
Alone in a place that I cannot control,
This sinking feeling,
It swallows me whole,
My fear becomes reality,
These past mistakes define me,
And now I'm stuck at a crossroads,
With nowhere to go,
Another bad wave hits,
And I sink below,
Keep my head above the water,
Chin up punk there's no easy way out,
I've been conditioned this way,
This feeling is all I've known,
But I'll go it alone until I've found my home,
The peace that we all seek day by day,
I lay myself to waste for minor mistakes,
A self betrayal,
And now I know that I'll never outgrow this attitude,
I've crucified myself,
What am I trying to prove?
No it's never been easy,
You said you'd help me find my way,
You're a fake,
You're just a snake,
Always leading me astray.