How dormant it had laid But some memories never fade Your past comes in Pulls you away I can't concentrate Everything that you said Gives me apprehension Thinking what they thought of you There's no space in your head There's just complications Every night I find I'm... Lying awake Trying to escape My mind negates The happiness I wait Anxiety Takes me to a place No Holiday You try and make a change And contemplate the sage But in your mind You love to hate Yourself in every way Everything that you said Gives me apprehension Thinking what they thought of you There's no space in your head There's just complications Every night I find I'm... Lying awake Trying to escape My mind negates The happiness I wait Anxiety Takes me to a place No Holiday And when you thought that you'd be better now It makes no sense to you And when you thought that you could be better now I'm better now? Lying awake Trying to escape My mind negates The happiness I wait Anxiety Takes me to a place No Holiday