You've been waiting on calls to give yourself a solution for how you unfold
Does it feel good to always wear that disguise
Settling's useless
Empty appearance
Just a tired face in reality
All of the days you're
Thinking about where
You would rather spend all your energy
Time is all that we have
Don't waste yours feeling bad about their opinions
I hope you forget, you forget one day
I hope the worst just feels like a dream
Wearing a smile to, make them happy
You shouldn't live your life to agree
Would it tear you apart to see yourself in a mirror with no control
Is it better than losing the spark in your in your eyes
Settling's useless
Shallow behavior
Just so tired facing reality
All of the nights you're
Thinking about where
You would see yourself when you're finally free
Half the time I wonder
If I'll ever get myself together
You know I've fallen so much I
Know I'm still seeing myself try