Spent the summer talking shit On the people we loved but now regret and Finally established A home, a garden, a full queen bed But you know it won't last you're skipping class Kissing me it's broken glass and When you go to graduate We'll lose our house we'll leave this state again ♪ You say it's time to celebrate But I find it's hard to punctuate All these things I need to say Never come out in the right way But you still love me every day You mend my bones you are my faith But I don't have much to believe in these days And I never had to fight for who I am Even though I struggle just to feel like a man I am the dirt I am the porcelain You were broken you weren't chosen A breeze blows through to cut the silence Our fingers reach out and intertwine and I love us I love us I Love us tonight ♪ Feeling empty feeling bleak I need something to warm my cheeks I Put some poison in my lungs It hurts like hell but nothing stung Like all the fucked up shit you did to me Yet every year I let it repeat And I spend my sleepless nights Wondering if you've learned how to behave And I guess I'll never know If it's you or a cigarette I craved I am the dirt I am the porcelain You were broken you weren't chosen A breeze blows through to cut the silence Our fingers reach out and intertwine and I love us I love us I Love us tonight ♪ It's no surprise that at 22 I fell so hard for you It wasn't a lie when I said That there's nothing I won't do But your constant need for validation Fed the source of my frustrations We were bound to end when we left home ♪ It's no surprise It's no surprise It's no surprise it's no surprise it's no surprise It's no surprise it's no surprise it's no surprise It's no surprise it's no surprise it's no surprise It's no surprise it's no surprise it's no surprise