Even at the age of 25 I'm too scared to take the steps to Better my life And now It's snowing and it's cold outside And the weight is pulling down the branches On the pines And I can't shake this feeling That I'm being left behind And the leaves are swirling in the front yard As I watch you from the window Step out of your car And I Can feel the beating of my heart Quicken with your every pace Until we're just a few steps apart But you Showed me How to love again And you Showed me How to love to be alive And I'm finding it hard to forgive myself For all the times I put my best friends On the shelf And lied Saying I didn't need their help Just another sad excuse To be by myself And I can't shake this feeling That I'm living in poor health But you Showed me How to let people in And you Showed me How to love again And you Showed me How to love to be alive