Her eyes pour over her pour over
The old man asks if you're ready to order
He says "around here it used to snow a lot more
But that was back before we won the great war"
She smiles politely like you do
But her eyes are glazed over
She's ignoring you
This girl's already made up her mind
She won't be fucking around
And wasting anymore time with
You
Bring the check it's time to check out
I'm tired of feeling left out
At a table for two
But I'm not entirely sure I blame you
Reach into my back pocket
And pull out my wallet
The picture falls out
This girl's so shocked she opens her mouth but
I promise it's not what it looks like
That was from a passed life
Should have listened to my friends when they said
"Give yourself some more time
Wait until it feels right"
But how do you know when it's right
To stop grieving?
Getting high out on the front porch
Wondering if I can force
Something new to happen
Find a ship that I can captain
All my friends are getting too fucked up
They're going downtown to act tough
And I'll join them too
Better than sitting around here and thinking about
Who cares if I'm not over her tonight
I can still have a good time
A concept so foreign to my mind
I'll drink until I go blind
Or at least until I lose sight
Of all the pain and anguish I felt
When you DIED