I'm over this
I have been
Don't want to exist
End it
It's starting again
The nothingness in my head
Is this just how it is
I told myself I'd never be back again
And yet
And yet
I feel the same
Way that I thought I wouldn't
So long ago
What did I know
I see in me
The things in you
I always never wanna be
It's all to fast for me to see
It's all changed
Just one more day
You'll get through it
I miss the things
I haven't lived
If I run downhill fast enough
I feel like a kid
I feel the same
Way that I thought I wouldn't
So long ago
What did I know
I see in me
The things in you
I always never wanna be
It's all too fast for me to see
It's all changed
I feel the same
Way that I thought I wouldn't
So long ago
What did I know
I see in me
The things in you
I always never wanna be
It's all too fast for me to see
It's all changed
I feel the same
(Run away)
Way that I thought I wouldn't
(Forget the things that make you)
So long ago
(Wanna stay)
What did I know
(Maybe another day)
I see in me
(I know what they'll say)
The things in you
(And I can't take it one more time)
I always never wanna be
(Not today)
It's all too fast for me to see
(When will I change)
I feel the same
(Run away)
(Running wide open)
Way that I thought I wouldn't
(Forget the things that make you)
(I'll see you when I'm older)
So long ago
(Wanna stay)
(Can't forget the past)
What did I know
(Maybe another day)
(You never wanted to remember)
I see in me
(I know what they'll say)
(Running wide open)
The things in you
(And I can't take it one more time)
(I'll see you when I'm older)
I always never wanna be
(Not today)
(Can't forget the past)
It's all to fast for me to see
(When will I change)
(You never wanted to remember)
It's all changed
It's all changed