Oh, the clouds How it must feel To belong to Nothing real To escape the sun's warm light In the shade of night Where the cold wind burns you, Dear I only miss him When I'm alone And I feel those tailwinds Pulling me home To that place so dark and familiar To that place It feels like Nothing even matters much At all And I know it all too well That road to heaven Lost in hell Well, sometimes I find I miss the way it hurts The ugly friendship of A burn I hope you never learn To love like that Its easier to escape If there's nothing even left For your you to earn ... It feels like I'm never where I am On a swingset in the sand The devil found me And we touched It didn't hurt so bad but he took so much From me And it echos through my blood Burning holes inside of everything I trust