I put on a dress after tellin' you It was nice to feel pretty for once It's a pity you couldn't accept it I didn't expect you to get all that you've put me through Well, I'll never gleam like you I'm broken and muddled I've turned to a puddle on the floorboards And cried so hard and so loud That the neighbors assumed I had died What a waste of space As I stare at my broken face One day I'll just go fade away Into the scenery You did this to me Broke me so hard and fast You'd think with the swiftness The pain wouldn't remain And yet it lasts Well to think that today I felt beautiful You told me it's hard to see Think of what it's like For me to die for years and for years As I choke on a bleeding disguise Well I'll never gleam like you I wish you'd forget That pathetic brunette Who suffered for years Trying so hard to appeal to your delicate fears What a waste of space As I stare at my broken face I'll just chock this one up To the rotation of Mercury You did this to me You traded my joy for shame I'm so sick of hiding For your lies, your ego, your family name You did this to me To me You did this to me Oh, to me Now I'll never gleam like you I'm broken and muddled I've turned to a puddle on the floorboards And cried so hard and so loud That the neighbors assumed I had died