Every morning I rise And chose To be alive And why can't you see it too? I used to Choose to die I always knew one day I'd lose you, too I still feel the weight Of the shame Which often wrought Cultivating For myself A more unconscious Sabotage And what did I do it for? An attempt to Even out our score. Student teacher Emotional creature Student teacher Emotional creature Can you even see me with Your eyes locked in orbit? It's a shame ive grown accustomed To your chronic disappointment I want you to see me now I still wanna make you proud Somehow Every morning I rise And chose To be alive And why can't you see it too? I used to Choose to die I couldn't help but hide myself From you Student teacher Emotional creature Student teacher Emotional creature I hurt you, to which I cannot disagree But it'd just die If you could recognize The differences in me I want you to see me now I still wanna make you proud somehow Member when I asked you if I changed You said "sure, you changed again." What a gentle way of saying im The same way as I was then I want you to see me now I still wanna make you proud somehow I want you to see me now I still wanna make you proud somehow Somehow Somehow Somehow Somehow! Every morning I rise And chose To be alive And why can't you see it too? I used to Choose to die Waiting for the day when I'm Enough for you