I'm afraid of you
You're the monster in the dark
And the shard of my heart that blew off with a spark
A spark
And I'm losing you
I'd rather face my fear
The veneer that appears to rob me of all our years
Our years
Boy
Do I know that it
Starts to show when I can't look you in the eyes
I'm terrified and mesmerized
Don't look too close
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction
I do, I don't
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction
I'm afraid of me
I forget to tie my shoes
And refuse to admit I could trip
So I trip
Ain't no complicating me
Might not know my up from down
Fuck around, be a clown
But I always hold my ground
Boy
Do I know that it
Starts to show when I can't look you in the eyes
I'm terrified and mesmerized
Don't look too close
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction
I do, I don't
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction
Don't look too close
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction
I do, I don't
I'm a walking
I'm a walking contra
I'm a walking contradiction