I've been gone so long Home feels like a place of novel (A place of novel) Feeling make believe A ghost of who I should be A ghost of me I kept my heart from breaking by keeping it on ice I used to drown it out until I thought I'd forgotten Turns out some wounds will never heal I'm sorry I turned out this way A living scar of my own pain I thought I'd drowned it out until I thought I'd forgotten Turns out some wounds will never heal Festering part of me I can't live without Sorry I let you down I'm sorry I've been so cold Trying to give you strength but you just needed a hand to hold I wanted to be stronger I left my heart alone Trying to push further and I turned myself to stone I've been looking within this man I need to change (Been letting go of all the pain) So engrained, calloused by hate Pull apart the threads of my being Dig up the past I'm ready to feel it Pull apart the threads of my being Trying to be strong I turned my heart to stone I watched you sink until you drowned I'm sorry I let you down Sorry I let you down I'm sorry I've been so cold Trying to give you strength but you just needed a hand to hold I wanted to be stronger I left my heart alone Trying to push further and I turned myself to stone I've been looking within this man I need to change (I'm sorry I let you down) Been letting go of all the pain (I'm sorry I've been so cold) So engrained, calloused by hate (Trying to be strong) Pull apart the threads of my being (I turned myself to stone)