God are you there, do you care About how it feels down here Alone in my living room I cried lots today As I drove down the coastline God are you here, are you near Because all that I feel is the shame From my fractured family And do you know what it feels like To not have a dad Do you know that I carry This pain in my chest Oh God I need you now Can I lay my head on your chest and rest Can you come and be real for me Oh Oh Oh God do you feel, can you kneel Down and come in close And just show me that this world's Not just dark, there's hope For my story, for my pain For my future For the little ones I want to raise To love and to nurture And God do you see The true heart that's within me That has lost all its whimsy And its trust in search of family Will I ever get to see the power of love displayed for me Will I ever find safety, will I find myself blooming Oh God I need you now Can I lay my head on your chest and rest Can you come and be real for me God I need you now Can I lay my head on your chest and rest Can you come and be real for me