Got me in this state Pins and needles at my chest as I begin to break And I can't leave this room The outside world is faced away and turning felt sweet nectar gold perfume And now it's all so clear How I got myself here A string of errors in the dark But I know in the end I'll do it all again I'm just trying to find some peace This beautiful release Got me in this state The plastic tubes and lies they all burrow through my face My memory repaired With blanks and eh it's all the bad parts gone??????? train And it's not very far From me to where you are But how the distance takes it toll I can't remember when I last saw you my friend Like you were before all this grief We find This beautiful release This state