Do me doobie Everybody saying I'm different, i've changed I just look at my life from a different perspective now You know, sometimes you gotta ask yourself What the fuck do you want out of this life? And are you doing everything to get what you want? I can't settle, I gotta grow Doobie I don't wanna be doomed got something to lose so I gotta win I had to grow when we both know you did what you did I don't have no friends but I got sense I need more than this me You talking that shit but it's loose lips that make the ships sink Shouldn't be no switchin' If they play they position If we gettin' money together shouldn't make no difference Im standing on business ain't no more free love When its time to go get it im only counting on me yah Ask me why I ain't got no patience Show them love, every time they play me All by myself locked in a basement I can show you demons that's a demonstration All in my head the thoughts infiltrated What's 15 minutes to a sensation Tell them wrap it up like Penn Station Been bat shit, some call it crazy Living life like I'm dead already Screws loose Can't hold my head on steady It's hard to sleep when your dreams won't let you It's hard to trust when you've been neglected I've been eating but I still want seconds I won't let them get the wrong impression I ain't love myself and that's a true confession Those hard times turn to life lessons Grinding from sun up to sun down They want to see me strung out, buried alive, till i dugout You could give me the crown, i don't want flowers When I was down on my dick bag Still could never be a kiss ass I don't got time to chit chat It's forever Big Mike and R.I.P dad, shit sad Once I got sober, everybody told met hey miss when i was high What type of fucking shit is that? You feel me? If you don't wanna see me be the best version of me that I could be I've decided you don't deserve to be in my presence I don't wanna be doomed got something to lose so I gotta win I had to grow when we both know you did what you did I don't have no friends but I got sense I need more than this me You talking that shit but it's loose lips that make the ships sink Shouldn't be no switchin' If they play they position If we gettin' money together shouldn't make no difference Im standing on business ain't no more free love When its time to go get it im only counting on me yah I don't got no more helping hands 'Cause it filled with those skeletons How you supposed to win if you don't gotta plan 10 out of 10 you're gonna fail again We turning the L's to dubs They know when it's us when they smell the bud Bat wings, when im rolling up Fuck all that talking its tough, they could never Took the punches, just made me better Been through hell, its nothing like the desert Brave enough to tell the things I tell you For your entertainment like my name was cedric Treat me lesser, still i won't fold when I'm under pressure You couldn't call but Look who's texting Finally got ahold of all my depression I don't wanna be doomed got something to lose so I gotta win I had to grow when we both know you did what you did I don't have no friends but I got sense I need more than this me You talking that shit but it's loose lips that make the ships sink Shouldn't be no switchin' If they play they position If we gettin' money together shouldn't make no difference Im standing on business ain't no more free love When its time to go get it im only counting on me yah See In order to be successful Everybody got to play they role, know they role And play they position to the best of their ability Everybody can't be the face If they don't know how to respect that shit You Gotta love them from a distance I came to win