My 1st murder, I was 10 years old It happened in broad daylight hopping Out the bus stop coming home from school, yeah 34th and 16th a beautiful day I must confess Miss Deleaskoli was my neighbor she held The man and sang to him his last breath Young man made it far as the backyard before he fell to his knees Under sheets hanging on clothespins floating on the warm spring breeze No one can love you as much as I do No one can love you as much as I do No one can love you as much as I do from now on My 2nd murder, I was 10 years old 10 seconds earlier I seen a man shot, lie down and turn cold Eyes cried open as I walked to the corner of 35th and 16th 2nd body lying crooked in the gutter, blood in the fuckin streets The flowers smelled so sweet Young boy staring at what he shouldn't, bullet shells around the feet No one can love you as much as I do No one can love you as much as I do No one can love you as much as I do from now on My 3rd murder, 28 years old Young men they go break in my house, a small mistake of fool's gold Instead it was next door, innocent people They dragged him to the backyard and killed him while I was sleeping Dream away in good hands mister sandman, Never make a mistake when you take a man's hand From here out how am I supposed to be myself I no longer see straight That changed my life. From now on I shine less bright No one can need you as much as I do No one can need you as much as I do No one can need you as much as I do from now on From now on, from now on Forced to find true love. Some type of true love Forced to find true love. Some type of true love forced to find it I got a 40 cal for you and I got a 45 for you Whoever wants to come and die for a 2nd try, I'm here for you (Interlude) Can someone please pour me some heartache I need some place familiar to me to rest my bones All I ever wanted, all I wanted, all I wanted was Someone to treat me well, to treat me kind I won't love you again, love you again, love you again Love you again I won't Love you again (repeated) I won't