Why u make me feel this pain I don't wanna seem insane but I've had some time alone Always checkin on my phone Seeing if u ever changed ur ways All these thoughts running through my brain U getting mad I that can't explain That u actin kinda shady, why u tryina Play me Im thinkin that it's time for change I think it's time we sit back I'm just tryina relax Go our separate ways to ease my mind We going back n forth now Feeling like I'm cursed now I don't know why I'm wasting time Seems u ain't got time for me (yeah) But u always say You'd die for me (yeah) I've Been checkin in on u every day for week All I'm greeted with is hate turned ur back let me see Who U really were Let me see how u really care U never gave a fuck and U always acted unware Tired of the lies and I'm tired of wondering why How u Look me in eyes and tell me we gon be Ight, nah Why u make me feel this pain I don't wanna seem insane but I've had some time alone Always checkin on my phone Seeing if u ever changed ur ways All these thoughts running through my brain U getting mad I that can't explain That u actin kinda shady, why u tryina Play me Im thinkin that it's time for change I thought u were the one Talkin bout our life As we watch the morning sun Said we shooting for stars on the day that we begun Now I'm sitting here and I'm trying to outrun All the thoughts and memories All the lies that u feeding me You thought I couldn't see all the times that U would spoil me Was only after nights when u go out and don't answer me So it's time to leave Turn my back I don't got time to grieve Why u make me feel this pain I don't wanna seem insane but I've had some time alone Always checkin on my phone Seeing if u ever changed ur ways All these thoughts running through my brain U getting mad I that can't explain That u actin kinda shady, why u tryina Play me Im thinkin that it's time for change