If I'm honest I've been at war with all these thoughts in my head I'm not enough, I'm not intelligent I won't succeed, give up on your dreams It is not worth losing everything If I'm being honest I sometimes believe it, throw in the towel What am I supposed to do now? I don't even know how How did I get this far? Just to be so far, from where I'm meant to be I don't ever have the words to speak But I know I have the eyes to see The signs in front of me Like a test at the BMV I don't what the signs mean got me screaming G-O-D I'll do anything just lead I just wanna go places I just wanna make a living I just wanna get to heaven, yeah I just wanna make a difference, aye I just wanna go I just wanna go I just wanna go Higher, higher I don't know no more Why's it moving slow? I don't know Tune it up a bit? Uh huh Or should I change the flow? I don't know These thoughts in my head Saying I should quit Oh, why? Do I second guess And compare myself to the rest Oh, why? Like I'm not made to be myself All I want is that feeling when Ten thousand fans singing every letter Touring 'round the the country tweeting about the weather Missing all the little things Impacting everything Man, all I want is to live a dream I just wanna go places I just wanna make a living I just wanna get to heaven, yeah I just wanna make a difference, aye I just wanna go I just wanna go I just wanna go Higher, higher