Looks like I've been doing it again
In a cycle where I lose another friend
But I'm tired of fighting
Wish I could afford to let it go
I wonder if you'd even wanna know
That you're on my mind when
It gets hard in my head
He left you knew it hurt
It's like you never learned
You left and this is worse
And all the tears I've cried
For boys were just a waste of time
I tell myself I'm fine
But last night I still cried
You turned off all the lights
So I can get to sleep at night
I thought we were for life
But last night I still cried
Never tell my parents you were gone
But they always seem to notice something's wrong
And they ask about you
Haven't seen you in a couple years
18th birthday always thought you'd be here
It's like you moved away, people don't just disappear
Think I should get over it cause you don't even care
He left you knew it hurt
It's like you never learned
You left and this is worse
And all the tears I've cried
For boys were just a waste of time
I tell myself I'm fine
But last night I still cried
You turned off all the lights
So I can get to sleep at night
I thought we were for life
But last night I still cried
He left you knew it hurt
It's like you never learned
You left and this is worse
I wish I could call you
When my heart is breaking and
You used to have my back, oh
I can't make sense of how i'm feeling
And all the tears I've cried
For boys were just a waste of time
I tell myself I'm fine
But last night I still cried
You turned off all the lights
So I can get to sleep at night
I thought we were for life
But last night I still cried