Lived a life of falls and doubts
Lived a life before you came around
Lived a life where no one could see
All the pain inside of me
Do I overthink you?
Do we overthink at the same time?
Never tried to ruin lives
Just trying to make my way through mine
My mind is not bulletproof at all
But my heart likes to pretend it can be
Five-year-old me's knocking at my door
She's screaming wake up
What if he doesn't love me?
Unintentionally toxic
It's who I am
Stuck outside nirvana
When I'm inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button's always been there
I don't know myself
What if I don't wanna help me?
I don't wanna help me
Maybe it's just too soon
Maybe I'll never reach the moon
Maybe I'll fall along the stars
Somewhere right next to you
Instead of falling inside out
Instead of fixing just to break
Doubts are the only thing I know
And the only thing that keeps me safe
Unintentionally toxic
It's who I am
Stuck outside nirvana
When I'm inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button's always been there
I don't know myself
What if I don't wanna help me?
I'm still bleeding
I'm still healing
Please go easy
On my feelings
Unintentionally toxic
It's who I am
Stuck outside nirvana
When I'm inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button's always been there
I don't know myself
What if I don't wanna help me?