You see im never tryna go there Im just a little too quiet on my own Im scared ill never know where Im sposed to go when im just out on my own You dont ever see the worst im hiding it I shout it out so i can private it You make it seem like im surviving it But im here tryin and tryin again Everyday it seems like im alone again Im stuck inside here on my own again Because im reachin out to try and phone a friend I guess that everyones forgetting about me And even when i say that all of this almost done I think you know im putting up a front Because its, gettin hard im always on the run So please just tell me im not going insane, please Feeling like im running round inside my head My only comforts here inside my bed My fingers. feeling numb theyre turning blue and red I never want this again. can you blame me