I'm smoking in a room while it's burning I ain't perfect, no I'm still learning Spend it on myself i deserve it Kill bills like Uma Thurman I'm smoking in a room while it's burning I ain't perfect, no I'm still learning Spend it on myself i deserve it Kill bills like Uma Thurman Talkin to myself to see the bigger picture I been talking to myself since I can remember I been up early mornings and don't eat til dinner Cuz before I know it it'll be November That's like 3 years that I ain't seen the wintertime I'm still a long ways away before i ever reach my finish line And I don't know if I even got that shit defined I mean there's still so much shit I need to find but I just keep trucking like fuck it man I'll be fine Bottomline, I'm getting to the dollar sign regardless I'm the hardest, the hardest part is tryna target where my heart is Shit, don't I know it best I'm so obsessed, my soul is stressed But I know it's there though I can feel it in my chest Everytime this crazy life try to put me to the test I know it's gods plan Shit I can't control in gods hands But Ima handle the rest Just like I play for the nets Put my hands to my chest And I just pray for the best Had my head in the clouds I took a plane and I left Got this fight inside my heart You couldn't pay me to ref I mean I'm crazy obsessed but that's a gift and a curse It's either success or death I guess whichever come first But if you look back you could tell by the words Man I hope took that and read it like it was yours To whom it concern I'm smoking in a room while it's burning I ain't perfect, no I'm still learning Spend it on my self I deserve it Kill bills like Uma Thurman I'm smoking in a room while it's burning I ain't perfect, no I'm still learning Spend it on my self I deserve it Kill bills like Uma Thurman