You said, "Sickness and swans
They're all cut from the same cloth"
The meaning stays lost
Sometimes a nihilist finds the right cause
Counselor told me to break a couple promises
Don't know the last time that I saw you
Spent all my money on pot and insurance
Got just enough left for some food
Telling yourself that you're not enough
Trying your best but you need a crutch
Living on empty without love
I need a drink, can you fill me up?
When your family grows old
How will you learn to let go?
Forgive and be bold
Or cling to those memories tinted rose-gold?
Counselor told me to keep up, with my old friends
Her dog sleeps at my feet
Too drunk to drive, makeshift bed in the kitchen
Organize my read receipts, yeah
Help me
Am I living your very best lie
Just wasting my time?
Help me
Sleep through the night
(Never enough
Spoiled as fuck
Living lies why
Can't you see?)
Help me
I'm a hypocrite