Eva Shaw on the DAW I tried letting go but feel like I can't shake these demons off yea I can't let nobody come into my life and be in charge yea I try to keep my mind focused on my goals I had to find my own way up on that road Sometimes I gotta vibe with my eyes closed Gotta clear my mind up so I smoke In this life that I live I dun seen heartache I dun seen pain I dun seen it all In this life that I live I lost some of my homies that been there since we were kids In this life that I live I show so much love 'cuz my heart really came from the struggle In this life that I live I'm still thankful for it all I'm still thankful for it all In this life that I live I'm still thankful for it all I came from the mud I was in that dirt Straight up out the gutter Had to put in that work Out here with day 1's We was in these streets It was me and Juju May he Rest In Peace It's OTF I call my friends my cousins And I always know who was real and who wasn't Respect to my father and my mother They the ones that taught me how to hustle And thats to say the least 'Cuz I'm still tryna eat And I still dodge police And I still rep southeast And still light these trees And still fight these beast And I still have these nightmares When I'm tryna sleep I try to keep my mind focused on my goals I had to find my own way up on that road Sometimes I gotta vibe with my eyes closed Gotta clear my mind up so I smoke In this life that I live I dun seen heartache I dun seen pain I dun seen it all In this life that I live I lost some of my homies that been there since we were kids In this life that I live I show so much love 'cuz my heart really came from the struggle In this life that I live I'm still thankful for it all I'm still thankful for it all In this life that I live I'm still thankful for it all