I don't want your sympathy I just want your love Every time I reach out for you I just fall right back into your spell I'm tired of living like this, oh well I don't need your apathy I just want you to leave No I take it back And I miss you And all the people I can't get back Most days I can feel them passing by Like a whisper of what i lack Could you let me know If you change your mind 'Cause right now it don't seem that way But i know things change I can't even stand the fucking sound inside my head Tells me that i might be better off thinking of something else Like the state of the universe Or how we're all just a billion cells I wish you could tell me What it is that i gotta do 'Cause i've always been the type of person To tie myself to the train tracks And wait for you to come around And untie me or some shit