Sometimes I wish you'd leave me out on the porch So I'd rethink my life and come back with more I found the best things come when you're around The notes I wrote myself are torn on the ground You said you'll never be anything And that I'm nothing inside I'm on the basement floor facing the ceiling Lights are dimming I start to lose feeling This is why I'm not sure If what I want is just a waste of my time I've got a long way to go But I needed time It's not my mind that leads me where I go I'm sure But what for It's New Year's Eve I fell asleep to daydreams Of taking on the year with you by my side I'd expect you to think that I'm crazy Since I've had this broken piece of mind I've got a long way to go But I needed time It's not my mind that leads me where I go I'm sure But what for You don't know What you take Now I sleep Wide awake Just blame me Tell your friends Does it matter In the end