New bitch bad got my ex bitch mad
Thinking bout the future I ain't focused on the past
I'm focused on this money I'm just praying that it last
But even with this money I'm still so fucking sad
You was praying on my down fall but I fell in love
Crazy what I do when I'm off the drugs
Feeling low but my moneys going up
Really hope that the money is enough
Cause I don't feel nothing going numb
Turn up for the night I'm just tryna have some fun
Get a little high then we get a little drunk
Pop a couple pills and we all gon fuck
Yeah I got problems I got problems I got problems
Try to take these drugs just to solve just to solve em
Filling up my lungs til I'm geeking & I'm coughing
Turning in my bed I be sleeping in a coffin
But you can not tell me how to live my life
I've been dreaming since a kid I'm just tryna get it right
And I'm counting up my blessings just to make it thru the night
And I'm counting up my blessings wiping tears from my eyes
Cause all I know is work, sleep, wake, work harder
All I wanna do is ball like I'm Vince Carter
I am not a sub nah I've always been a starter
Knew I was the man ever since I was a toddler
New bitch bad got my ex bitch mad
Thinking bout the future I ain't focused on the past
I'm focused on this money I'm just praying that it last
But even with this money I'm still so fucking sad