I got my tarot read from a friend crossed legged sitting on her bed She told me things are looking up But there's one small block That could fuck it all up She told me I won't grow if I don't let you go I got a win today You would make us celebrate If you were still around I have never been Much for little wins But you made me appreciate 'em all Big and small Happy birthday All I want to do is celebrate Happy birthday I hope you're not alone A year ago We drove up the coast To Santa Barbara We joined a winery To fool ourselves and play make believe It was easier then to just pretend But once again Happy birthday All I want to do is celebrate Happy birthday I hope you're not alone And the love hangs around me like a scar on my thumb Every day it fades a little more But it's a part of me now When I look down you're around I'm doing fine these days I'm even starting to date It's exciting I could see myself Loving someone else I wonder if you feel the same way And that you're ok Happy birthday Happy birthday Happy birthday I hope you're not alone